I am married to an amazing man we celebrated our 9 year anniversarry in April. We have 6 amazing children 4 here on earth with us and 2 angels in heaven (Kael who passed away at 5 months 3 weeks old and an early miscarriage baby at 7 weeks old. Just taking life one day at a time. Never take anything for granted!
Last Friday I went with a friend to go and get a tattoo. When it comes to tattoos for me they must have meaning and this one is just that. I got it on my foot. It is 5 forget me not flowers. When Kael passed away Primary Children's had a little "ceremony" type thing to remember all the children lost in the previous year. They sent us a invitation in the mail and so we decided to go. It was a lovely service they played a video they had made of all the children, it showed their picture, name and their dates. They had lovely speakers and songs. Once it was over they had each of the families go out to their patio type area to tie ribbons and write notes to their loved ones, they also served refreshments for all of the family members. It broke my heart to see all of those sweet kids. Also at the ceremony they gave each family packets of forget me not flowers.. it was perfect I loved them, they are blue and remind me of Kael. So i got 5 flowers blue in color one for each month Kael lived. Now I know tattoos are not for everyone but it is so special to me and I love looking down at it and knowing why its there and what if means. Please don't judge my foot as it is still swollen from the tattoo itself but I am sure loving how it turned out! I think the artist did a great job.
P.S. Daxton drew this picture today and gave it to me. He told me it was of him and Kael (notice how the one boy has wings, he told me he misses watching the cougars with Kael and that he thought Kael would love his picture.. isn't it so sweet? It melted my heart!) What a kind, sweet boy Daxton is!!
04-12-08 to 10-04-08 Such a sweet boy and is missed every day! Not a day goes by that we dont think of Kael. We are living our lives the best as possible in hopes to be together with him again one day.
Daxton 7 such a sweet little boy!! He is in the 2nd grade and so smart. He stuns me everyday with the things that he knows and is learning. He is so loving, patient and calm. We are lucky to call him our own.
Stefon is 6. Hes very sweet but can be mischevious as well! He is in the first grade this year and is excelling at school. We love him to pieces.
Landon our rainbow baby. He turned 3 on the 12 of August. He is so sweet and has such a spunky personality. He melts my heart and has brought some sunshine back into our lives.
Tiara joined our family 4/2/13 she is so sweet and the perfect little addition. We love her so much and thank god every day for her!!