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Thursday, May 3, 2012

Another Loss....

This wasn't the post I had expected nor wanted to write... I was hoping a few weeks down the road to surprise everyone with a happy were expecting post little to my dismay plans don't ever seem to go quite as planned. The day after Kaels birthday Layne and I discovered I was expecting.We were so excited as we had been planning for this for a while now! I couldn't stop thinking it would be a great way to make that part of April not such a hard time in our lives. We of course immediately start making plans and looking up dates etc. This little one would be expected to join our family on or around Dec. 19th how perfect a Christmas present. We decided we would wait to tell our families for a while to be sure that things went smooth and surprise them on Mothers Day. Things seemed to be going smooth I wasn't puking my guts out like I usually do when I'm pregnant it was smooth sailing or so I thought. I had lots of other symptoms so I figured things were ok. Apparently God had other plans and decided to let this little one only stay for 7 weeks. I hit the 7 week mark yesterday when I started spotting. I called the doctor and they said some can be normal but it can also mean miscarriage he was booked so I had to wait for an appointment today things got worse over night and I knew before I even went in that it was over. The doctor confirmed it and we talked for a while about things to watch for, how common miscarriages are and when to start trying again. This loss is different yet still a loss. To all you BLM's out there who have gone through this multiple times I have the up most respect for you... you are AMAZING. This is not only emotionally hard but physically hard as well. The second I find out I'm pregnant I connect with the little baby growing inside of me. I'm sure that's the case with most moms. I have so much love, have so many hopes, wishes and dreams for the little baby. I'm not sure why these things happen but I can only hope and pray it is for good reasons... I'm sad, broken down and once again relying on Layne to be my rock. He is amazing and for that I am thankful. I had hoped miscarriage was one statistic I wouldn't be a part of but alas I am. So Ill try not to be to sad and upset and once again pick my heart up off the floor and just hope and pray that sometime in the near future we are able to get pregnant again with a healthy little baby.

18 comments:

Debby@Just Breathe said...

I am so sorry. ((HUGS))

Jen said...

I'm sorry, friend ((hugs))

Shauna said...

(Hugs), I am so sorry. Having a miscarriage is really hard and no one really understands that until they have gone through it. You're in my thoughts and prayers. <3

Ashley said...

I am so so sorry. ((hugs)) Life definitely isn't fair sometimes :( Thinking and praying for you at this time.

Alesha said...

Oh that is so not fun. I have been there and I know exactly what you are talking about. I feel like the planning and dreaming and more planning is the hardest part. You think of all the things that will include a baby and then it is just taken. I got pregnant 2 weeks after both of mine, not intentionally but it def softened the blow. I'll cross my finger for you! Loves!

KW said...

Oh Brigette! I am so sad, I hope you are doing ok both physically and mentally. I am sure this is so hard dealing with another loss. So sorry. I will pray for you!

Tesha said...

Oh Brigette, I am sorry. I will be saying lots of prayers for you. As I read I instantly thought of Kael rejoicing as his little brother or sister joined him. Now you have two sweet one's to welcome you when you go home. I will be saying lots of prayers, Hugs my sweet friend I am so very sorry.

Eliza said...

I wish I could take your pain away and I wish that was a statistic I could have avoided, you could have avoided, and every mother and father could avoid. {{{HUGE HUGS}}}

Tiffany said...

so so sorry. thinking of you. ((hugs))

christa said...

I'm so sorry brigette. Sending some hugs and prayers that you will be comforted.

Chantel said...

I'm so sorry.

Tanada said...

All my love sweet friend! My heart and prayers are with you! Know you have so much support and love, I don't know if it helps but it is all I can offer.

*Laura Angel said...

I am so very sorry. Hugs to you and your family!

crystal said...

I am so sorry :( Praying for you and your family!!!

Jennie said...

I am so sorry. You will be in my prayers! Wish I could bring ya dinner or babysit or just something! I will be sending my love!

Sarita Boyette said...

Oh, Brigette, I'm SO sorry! You have had so much hurt, why do you have to bear more? My prayers are with you, as well as my love.

The Hammonds said...

:-( So sorry

Krissy said...

Bridgette I love reading your blog. I love that life still moves forward and we are blessed. But at this point I'm sorry for your loss. I can't imagine what you are going through with this loss. It took me 7 months to get pregnant and I felt like I was fighting loosing a child and not being able to have anymore. But Thank goodness that Heavenly Father knows what is best for us. Always in my thoughts... LOVE KRISSY

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