Family Pictures

About a week ago my friend met us at Wheeler Farm to do our family pictures. She did a great job we love them so much. Taking pictures with out all of our kids here on earth is a toughie for me. I hate that Kael isn't able to be here for them so last year I got an idea from my friend to use a bear or something in his place. It was a perfect idea. We had built each of our boys a build a bear before they were born and gotten their heartbeats put inside of the bear after each of their sonograms to find out their gender. We have Kaels out so we can see it daily. I try to be careful when I push the button because I want to be able to hear his heart beat for as long as possible but I love seeing that bear every day. So included in our pictures is Kaels special bear. It helps ease the pain some and makes the gap not quite as big.