Wow.... seriously I cant believe that its been 3 years. Time moves so quickly and yet some days so slow. I miss you more today than ever. I'm not sure if its the big time gap and that my memory isn't as good as it used to be or if the longing is just so much to hold you, kiss you and smell you one more time. I want to live on your legacy today and make you proud. We are making this day all about you. I went through your box today looked at your tags, rattles, toys, poster, pictures etc. You are such a sweet boy. I watched your video 2 times already today. I'm sure it will be many more. Its fun to remember those days, think of you and the time we got to spend together. We will go decorate your grave today, and tonight send many balloons to heaven. I hope you catch them and know that they are sent with love!! Everyone misses you and loves you like crazy. I Hope that I can live on your legacy in a way that makes you proud. I strive to be more perfect like you daily!! You were so strong, innocent, peaceful, love able straight up AMAZING. You taught me so much in those short 5 months, more than I could ever have imagined. You are still teaching me things today. How to be more patient,more giving, show more love. I cant wait until the day we get to meet again. I have the biggest hug ready, a million kisses like we used to do and so many stories to tell. I cant wait to hear your stories too!! Daxton asked me the other day "Mom why did Kael have to die so soon, its not fair." he thinks of you often and misses you. I cant wait until Landon is old enough to understand so we can teach him of your legacy. Watch over your brothers, keep them safe help me love them in the best way possible!! I hope your close today, Id love a little sign and to feel you near. I miss you like crazy bud and am doing my best. Send lots of love to dad today. He is sad, struggling and reliving that morning which is so hard. Help me to help him and be there for him today. He needs your strength and love. Catch our balloons they will be filled with kisses!! I love you today, tomorrow and always. Thank you for blessing us with your life and for teaching us all the things that you have! You are a blessing that we could never have hoped for and will never forget. I love you to the moon and back!!! Love always mommy!!!
If youd like to view Kaels movie its at http://everylifehasastory-home.blogspot.com/
6 comments:
Happy Birthday Kael!!! Send lots of hugs to your mommy, daddy, and brothers today. I know that you are having the best Birthday ever!!! Can't wait until we get to join you!!!
Kael is not forgotten. I hope today you can feel some peace in knowing that he knew and knows he is loved and that someday you will get to make up for lost time.
Happy Birthday Kael!!! 3 years does go by fast but then sometimes it seems like an eternity.
thinking of you and Kael now and always. thank you for sharing his life with us.
I always get asked "Do you celebrate/think about him more on his birthday or his death date?" I always say both. Seems the same for you huh? I hope you feel peace today. :)
Remembering Kael with you. He shined on his Mommy today and guided my hand to draw your name - a Willow Tree figure will be coming your way! What a sweetheart he was & is - I know you miss him so much. Thanks for all the sweet comments on my blog. xoxo
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