Day 25 and Daxtons first day of Kindergarten

Ok so I am combining these because my picture of day 25 is of course of this huge milestone in Daxtons life. I cant believe he is really in Kindergarten... holy crap where does the time go? He was so excited and brave to go to class. He got up and ate breakfast picked out his own outfit and wanted to do his own hair. He let me take a few pictures than off to school we went. I could tell once we got to the school he was getting a bit nervous. He started squeezing my hand a little bit harder then the bell rang. His teacher came out to get the kids and he eased up. He got in line after the boys and gave me a hug and a kiss. I told him to have a good day and he blew me a kiss goodbye. I was so much wimpier than him. I teared up a little bit and watched him go into the building. My baby is getting all grown up. He is so smart and I know hell do great at school. I am feeling so old these days with him starting school it just doesn't seem real. I love that boy with my whole heart!! I cant wait to go pick him up and see how school went!! Enjoy the pics from today.

Day 23 and 24

So over the weekend pics the day 23 is of my niece Macy. She is so cute and so fun to have around. I love her so much and shes such a poser. I loved this picture. Day 24 is of Landon I love this outfit my mom gave him for his birthday so of course I had to have a picture of it :0)

Days 20,21,22

Yay this will catch me up!! Layne comes back today so things shouldn't be so crazy going forward but well see. Day 20 is a picture of this very awesome necklace Layne got me in San Fransisco. Its the shape of a heart and inside it has 2 pieces of rice with 2 of my kids names on each. It is so cool. It also has blue flowers inside since we all have boys. Such a priceless gift. Day 21 is of the 3 boys wrestling.. that's right even Landon gets involved he thinks his brothers are so funny and loves to do what they are doing!! Today's picture is of the boys making welcome home cards for Layne. They are so excited that hell be back. Its been a long 2 weeks with out their daddy!! Hope you enjoy the pics!!

im back!! Days 15, 16, 17, 18 and 19.

So sorry for the delay!! I got to go out of town with my hubby to San Fransisco and it was amazing. He and I went there for our honeymoon so it was very fun to go back and relive part of it. Anyways so here are my pictures from those days I was gone up until today!! EEEK!! So Friday (Day 15) is the day I left the night before my oldest Daxton thought it would be cool to cut his own hair because he wanted to be like his dad.... well he used to have a mowhawk after his very professional cut not so much anymore.. I freaked out he looked ridiculous and of course Layne who usually cuts their hair was already out of town on business so I rushed him to the barber to fix it up here is the before picture.. can you see it he cut 3 different sizes EEEEK. He looks much better now and so grown up!! The next day is of the Alcatraz (Day 16) it is so beautiful there. I love the look of the ocean and this little jail with so much history. Then comes the one of Ripley's believe it or not the museum (day 17)was pretty cool. This particular picture is Layne and I in this cool pyramid room. The next is of us at the 49er game (day 18). Laynes been a huge fan his whole life and has never been to a game so he was like a kid on Christmas. It was so fun seeing him so excited at the game and to top it off our team won! YAHOO!! The next day is of a shot from the airplane (Day 19)... I think its so cool what the world looks like from up above. I pictured myself flying through the clouds with Kael. It was a sweet feeling. All in all this past week has been amazing. It was nice to get a break just Layne and I and do the things we really love together. I love him so much and am so glad he is my hubby. He amazes me each day and I just love him to pieces. I am so grateful for him and all of his love and support. I hope you enjoy the pictures.

Picture of the day and also a day of hope.

My picture today is not one that I actually took but I think its amazing. I found out about this Day of Hope a little to late this year to do anything but next year I will for sure be donating!! What a great thing to do to try and comfort another family that has just lost a baby. I think this idea is simply amazing! I love the picture and this website. Check it out for more information. Thinking of you lots today Kael and sending you much love. I keep the hope alive to keep your legacy going. I want to do good in your name. I hope I do enough to make you proud that I'm your mommy!! Sending love to all of our sweet angel babies in heaven and to all you mamas lots of love to you today as well!!

Day 13th picture...

Wow I cant believe its already been almost 2 weeks since I started this. Its been very fun to take the pictures and appreciate the daily things in life. Todays picture is of my 1 year old I ran to the bathroom for all of 2-3 minutes and when I came back in he had totally emptied the bottom drawer of his dresser... such a mischievous little boy already but oh how I love him!!

Days 10, 11 and 12

AHHH im sorry I am a huge slacker Ive been a bit busy and a bit down and really needed to post these pics so here ya go 3 in 1 day but their great pics as good as you can get from a camera phone anyways.... :0) So the first is of my fridge I know this sounds dumb but it has my kids art on it. I love to see how their growing and learning Stefon painted the picture you see with chocolate pudding... that's right I let them paint with pudding because im just "cool" like that according to Stefon, the next picture is of my mom she had surgery and this is a picture shortly there after she was being so crazy!! I love her to death she does so much for us! Today's picture is of Kaels grave.. I felt the need to be close to him today oh how I miss him so so much. I took my lunch there and ate it and talked to him and sang to him and blew him kisses. I'm sure the people driving by or in the cemetery thought I was crazy but its ok I really don't care. Its all I have and so they can think what they want to think. It was such a nice day sunny and warm. I laid by his headstone and just spilled my guts all the sudden this light calming wind started blowing for a few minutes I couldn't help but wonder if it was a sign from him. Oh how I love and miss him so much. Anyways hope you enjoy the pictures!! Much love to all.