Today is one of those days where I have that feeling in the pit of my stomach... Ive actually had it for a few days now... A few days ago my facebook status was "sometimes the missing hurts". How true that rings through... I'm not like sad cry my eyeballs out sad today just sad missing wish I could see what you look like kind of sad today. I guess really im just remembering and missing which is ok!! A few nights ago I actually saw Kael in my dreams. This hadn't happened to me in quite a while. It was so amazing to have him there. I wish it would have been longer... when I was telling my friend about this she said he came to visit me to let me know that hes ok.. I hope and pray shes right. I keep thinking back to that dream how sweet it was to see Kael!! So today ill listen to a few songs that remind me of him and think back on all the good times we had.. the smiles, the football game, singing songs to him and rocking him while holding him tight. Ill remember the good things and try to set aside the sad ones for today!! Ive gotten a few things in the last month or so that remind me of Kael. Thank you to all the sweet people who have made these things for me!! Ill post them for you all to see. Getting things like this makes me so happy that others think of Kael to and will help me through my missing!! I hope today is a gentle one on all of you and that you all can remember 1 good thing about a special someone in your lives!! Here are the pictures!!