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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

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Today is one of those days where I have that feeling in the pit of my stomach... Ive actually had it for a few days now... A few days ago my facebook status was "sometimes the missing hurts". How true that rings through... I'm not like sad cry my eyeballs out sad today just sad missing wish I could see what you look like kind of sad today. I guess really im just remembering and missing which is ok!! A few nights ago I actually saw Kael in my dreams. This hadn't happened to me in quite a while. It was so amazing to have him there. I wish it would have been longer... when I was telling my friend about this she said he came to visit me to let me know that hes ok.. I hope and pray shes right. I keep thinking back to that dream how sweet it was to see Kael!! So today ill listen to a few songs that remind me of him and think back on all the good times we had.. the smiles, the football game, singing songs to him and rocking him while holding him tight. Ill remember the good things and try to set aside the sad ones for today!! Ive gotten a few things in the last month or so that remind me of Kael. Thank you to all the sweet people who have made these things for me!! Ill post them for you all to see. Getting things like this makes me so happy that others think of Kael to and will help me through my missing!! I hope today is a gentle one on all of you and that you all can remember 1 good thing about a special someone in your lives!! Here are the pictures!!

10 comments:

JenJen said...

I'm so glad that Kael came to see you! I love getting signs from our babies...It certainly is God's grace that allows these signs to come to us and comfort our hearts. It's hard to always remember but if we believe in Jesus Christ, our Savior, then we know that they're all right...it's the missing them and waiting for our reunion that's the toughest...

Love and Huge ((hugs))

attemptingtolovelife said...

((hugs)) sweet friend.. I am sorry you are having a sad day..those are always bitter sweet for me..I hate missing her, but the pain reminds me it was real..
I am glad you had a Kael dream, its always nice to see them, even if it is just in our dreams..its a gift.

peach said...

Love to you and to Kael. I am sure he was saying hello to his mommy.

Jessica said...

Much love to you <3 Sad days are always a bummer - I hope the coming days are filled with smiles <3

butterflymom said...

Thinking of you...hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. ((hugs))

ASRussell said...

I love you so much! You are such an amazing person!!! Keep your head high and I agree with your frind about Kael coming to let you know he is ok. I truly believe that he is very happy and is with you more than you know!

KnottedFingers said...

Thank you for sharing your Kael with me. It means a lot to me when other angel moms reach out to me and I'm honored to form these new friendships. Your son was BEAUTIFUL and I love his little blankie too.

Bless you sweetheart

Holly said...

The missing can be intense at times but it's only because we loved them so much.

The Hammonds said...

:-(

April said...

thinking of you on those tender days of missing him...

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