So on Monday I went to register Daxton for Kinedergarten. Part of the registration process is to take in their birth certificates so I did. Registration went well so on Wednesday I went to put Daxs birth certificate back in our folder that contains them all what I came across next set me back a bit and took my breath away... there was Kaels birth certificate and also death certificate.... All I could do was sit there for a minute so many thoughts ran through my head. It is still a shock to me some days that my precious little Kael is gone. Even though its been a year and a half it still seems so surreal. So many memories went through my head... having Kael all that time we spent in the hospital the one BYU football game we got to take him to and the morning that we found him cold in his crib.... I remember that day like it was yesterday I wont blog about it now but it sure made for a interesting day yesterday. I cant believe that my oldest is big enough to start Kindergarten and that I have a baby in heaven.... Life is so interesting sometimes!
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i CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH AND ARE STTILL GOING THROUGH...I THINK IT IS TOTALLY NORMAL TO HAVE THOSE ROUGH DAYS! JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU HAVE ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS HERE FOR YOU FOR WHAT EVER YOU NEED!
Love you TONS Brig!!! You are truely a trooper!! You amaze me everyday!!!! Thank you for your example and enduraance and kindness constantly!!! I cant believe what you have gone through and how much you have endured with a happy spirit!!! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!!! Cant wait to spend more time with you and your family!!! You guys are AWESOME!!!!!!!!! Sorry that you have been sad... this is normal!!!! Really!! And I am soooo glad that you are talking about it now!!! LOVE YOU SIS!!!!
Big ((HUGS))!!!
Oh whoa. How tough. "Interesting" just doesn't cover it. Thank goodness this isn't the only life we get.
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