You are my Sunshine.....

I love this song so much it has so many meanings to me. I used to sing this song to Kael everyday in the NICU. He loved music and was always so calm when we would sing to him. Once Kael passed away I didn't sing that song to much for a very long time. Once in a while we would sing it with all of the boys. Lately when Ive been putting Landon down for his nap that's the song he asks me to sing to him. I get a little choked up every time I sing it to him. The cutest thing started happening about a week ago.. Landon started singing the song to Tiara. Oh how it made me smile. I love that we can once again sing that song and have it be happy not sad. It makes me happy that Landon sings it to Tiara and how she smiles at him while he sings it. I also love that it reminds me of those tender moments with Kael. Such simple, precious moments that I will hold in my heart and mind forever. I love that Landon brought those back to me and taught me that it can be happy memories. I am really missing that sweet little boy but am so thankful for the memories we were able to make before he passed on. He sure is a precious gift that we got. I love him to the moon and back!!