Ok so a few nights ago I had a dream.... its not often that I have this kind of dream matter of fact its only happened a few other times.... I dreamt about Kael. He was a bit older then when he passed away in fact he was riding on a bus to school.... I met him there with his teacher and we talked about how well he was doing considering the circumstances... I got to hold him, hug him and dance around with him. When school was done he gave me a big smile and went away on the bus again... it was then that I woke up. I immediately got up and went to check on my other 3 boys. Ensuring they were all there and ok I went back and laid in bed. I laid for hours wondering and thinking what it would be like now if Kael were still here. He would be almost 2 years old. What would his life have been like... what would our lives look like? Its stayed with me for a few days so I wanted to write it down so I didn't forget... so what does this all mean? I don't know. What I do know is that we have to take every day like its our last! Tell the ones you love them how much you do. Hold your kids a little longer and dance with them sing to them.... hold them extra tight and be grateful for what you have!!
2 comments:
Thank you so much for sharing this. I have always wondered what some of my dreams mean. I love you and want you to know that you are an amazing mother and friend.
What a beautiful tender mercy. The Lord sends us tender mercies every once in a while. Thank you for sharing that beautiful dream. I think that your little boy hasn't forgotten those people he left on earth...especially you. Even if he loves you from afar, he still loves you, and your hubby and his brothers.
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